Tuesday, April 26, 2022

The cost of affection

 In my dreams I did run free across an endless verdant veld

Winds eddying and rippling around me as all senses meld


Unburdened by any of the shades of humanity I range,

Far, wide & wild, through vistas common, imagined and strange


Chasing the storm , running to meet the sunrise at each step

Dithering, exhilarating, intoxicated as memories and reality with hope adapt

 

Thus were my dreams of long and late, ardent delirium in changing pictures cast

These dreams, it would seem, are now shelved in the past

 

In dappling shadows , punctuated by the glaring sun was the snare

For capricious words, touches of want and gossamer kisses she shared

 

Full of belief in the most high, an ever moving kaleidoscope of emotions,

She wrought me a day of such compunctions

 

Twas a day, an evening , a conversation of chance,

Of secrets, stories and the steps one takes in fate's dance

 

How find I now my tastes bereft of edges & of intents,

Where before was I, in my seclusion content

 

The girl with an unbidden penchant for affections abound,

Carved me a tattoo of memory , vibrant with touch and sound

 

Dream I now of a life seemingly mundane and droll;

Comprehension in it's entirety, demands it's due toll.